Student Life in January 2008

Hie all! (or should I say, Hye mE!) ><

okay, forgot to mention this but hey! I've got 9a's straight at PMR... thanks!thanks and thanks! I will never forget all of you who... did nothing to the extent of not even reading this blog... wakakaa...

why I wrote all of this anyway?

enough of that, lets continue on the main problem... Its RANTING TIME!
I thought they would only give me two posts in the school; prefect and BADAR. but, =.=" I've got more and more recently. The latest would be Head of Kawad Unit. ><"
If these are the process of buying me, I would say it's working! damn it! when will my application be accepted? Hopefully, they will before I start changing my mind...

Even though I'm only a newbie in the prefect, I had found myself shouldering a huge responsibility. They had to give me lots of work, didnt they?! I ask why me? and surprisingly, i'm the one who reply it, "if it isnt you, who else?" Sooner or later, if the current one really want to resign to prepare for the upcoming exam, the meeting board will pick me as editor-to-be.. its the current one wish and even head prefect agreed with him..
I'm not that good at editing, am I?

Head of Kawad Unit...even uttering that work make me shiver slightly, if not make my blood cold..
the whole board unanimously agreed with the suggestion of me becoming the aforementioned post. - the whole meeting board.. - the whole 30 people meeting board. didnt they know that i'm suck at teaching? even more incompetent talking and teaching formally in front of lots of people? well, the voice is only one out of 30, i dont really have the right to change that...

Imagine my life after receiving all of this, hectic would be the best choice of words.

say bye to joy! and hi to misery! ><

2008, what type of year it would be?

2008... 2008.... 2008

15 days have gone into 2008..
this year would probably the hardest one for me. Even though i have PMR last year, i still would say that this year would be the most painful for me. And its all thanks to my indecisiveness. My indecisiveness to choose an answer. An important answer which will affect my future. For the better or worse.

You'd be laughing on the floor right now if i tell you what the question is. yeah, you could say its a pretty silly question. But, the answer will determine my future... the question is, which school you want to choose? the current one or the other one?

oh how i wish someone would do that call for me. Ah! i am seriously indecisive.. OI!, i'm not a child anymore! I can decide for myself. I CAN DECIDE FOR MYSELF! unfortunately, the reality is far from that. Thinking about this is giving me a headache. Even all of the consultations, i'm still in doubt. Here, in my current school, they are offering me to prefect rank and becoming one of BADAR. Dude, you need to do better than that to buy me..

me oh me...
you really are unfortunate.. either private school (which is the current), or government school.. it is actually not a hard question. But, being in your position now, ...well, you know...

anyway, whatever you choose, strive! to let not your future become bleak. always think critically. and good luck for your survival.. and, hopefully you can answer the question... and if u did, all the best luck on the adapting...