Yo! It's nice to be able returning to my old routine; scribbling the unmeritorious or so I thought.
Anyway, it would be not nice to leave this one in permanent hiatus and probably be rotting after...what... yeah, after almost 10 of my other blogs. Because of the constant changing of ideal (and the lax with his acquittance; laze), the blogs was forced to follow the blogger who is me.
On forth the current issue.
Next week would be my busiest week hitherto. That yet to include for the oncoming PMR exam. So, in order to face the next week trial exam, I had undergone a 'Techniques of Answering PMR Question Paper', that was held quite abruptly by my school lest the students would have difficulties with PMR. My point however, was emphasized at the "Techniques" that was preached. Almost all of the nine teachers, plus from my tuition, had all but advocated to 'un-accidentally look at the side to other people with the use of body language and movements to have a better understanding concept and answer concerning the current questions that was on the table, ready to be written and answered', Or in much simpler word, plagiarization or just cheating.
Ironically, all of them are PMR examiners who suppose to be the most strict in disciplinary, but I was proven wrong and their words were the testament for it. Hey, even Holmes sometimes nodes. Well, if they did advise so, who are we to question their sanity. Just like the saying, "Go to those who have a vast knowledge of the problem you didn't know". In this case, the examiners are considered to have a lot of knowledge. If not, why they became one?
Teacher of Legends
Monday, August 27, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Revalitated
kuokuokuo.. (weird one, wasnt it?)
last time i checked this blog was at the end of April. so, just wandering, what happen to me?
nothing much, actually. just do a thing that i really expert at. Lazing around. Yeah! give me a round of applause.
Today, i-- with some concern(read:bored), open my blog. Yes, thanks to the boredom, i stumble upon my accidentally-abandoned blog. I tried to open the post management, and well, just shocked to see a lot of draft. But, sorry for the draft, my hands pretty tied up here, so no 'go' for you all.
I will have an exam by the beginning of october. I terribly really really really want to excel in it. In order to do so, i have to abandon all my works, which are consist of watching anime,anime,anime,anime, reading manga, reading novel, novel, novel, playing games, and did i mentioned watching anime?
Oh joy.
last time i checked this blog was at the end of April. so, just wandering, what happen to me?
nothing much, actually. just do a thing that i really expert at. Lazing around. Yeah! give me a round of applause.
Today, i-- with some concern(read:bored), open my blog. Yes, thanks to the boredom, i stumble upon my accidentally-abandoned blog. I tried to open the post management, and well, just shocked to see a lot of draft. But, sorry for the draft, my hands pretty tied up here, so no 'go' for you all.
I will have an exam by the beginning of october. I terribly really really really want to excel in it. In order to do so, i have to abandon all my works, which are consist of watching anime,anime,anime,anime, reading manga, reading novel, novel, novel, playing games, and did i mentioned watching anime?
Oh joy.
Friday, April 6, 2007
Saladin, the animated series
Commercial break!~
Now,
Saladin the animated series
Young adventurer who become a legend.
Now,
Saladin the animated series
Young adventurer who become a legend.
Sunday, April 1, 2007
5 languages
Language
Language is a word represents for the system of conventional spoken or written symbols used by people in a shared culture to communicate with each other. In short, a verbal communication. There is a lot of languages for just a country. Just thought about a hundred or even two, how much language will be there? One World, A Lot of Languages.By saying a lot, i mean thousands of it. It's a normal thing for those to speak two languages fluently. If the bilinguals are only norms, then three languages speakers supposed to be above average. I'm saying that bilingual is easy to achieve. one language is native and the other one is English. Didn't the world using English right now, in this era of globalization? I mean, the people of the world. So, mastering it is a must, obligatory, compulsory and thing that associated with it. Trilingual is no where near the bilingual. Another language will be hard to learn after you perfected two. If three is hard yet above average, how will one to master five languages, at the same time?
This is the story of a boy who is lazy. No, saying lazy is understatement. He is SUPER LAZY. Gosh, in this world, lazy is intolerable. By being lazy, you're being a failure. There is no place for the failure. Even smart guy is unneeded in this cruel word. But, geniuses are. What bothering me is that he has the tendency to learn everything new. Not like i hate those who are like this, but what really bothering me is he want to learn everything new that he's interested. If not, then he being the lazy-ass . And here, one thing that is impossible for him, i dunno what he thought, but others surely agreed with me. He wanted to learn 5 languages at the same time, albeit it's only convenient.
Five languages, Malays, Arabic, English, Japanese and Mandarin. Does he know that experting in three is already damn hard, which is Malays, Arabic and English. One is the native while the others are elective. Despite the difficulties, he is adamant on it. But, instead of working to master the languages, he simply entertains himself by reading manga and watching anime. Seemingly, he's an otaku. Not only the manga, he even squanders his time by reading the fiction novels. What is he? Someone who has a looooot of time? Doesn't he has homework or assignment to do?
So carefree about the world. He already thought about the repercussion of his actions, doesn't he?
Anyway, if he's an otaku, a lazy-ass bum, a reckless student, and everything that related to the negative side, then why he's got the second place in his class? When did he study or revise? I heard that he's not reading the text book when the examination was around the corner. sigh. I hope that he would make it through the globalized world yet cruel.
to my chagrin, that boy is me.
note to me:
Dear me, please change yourself before it's too late.
There is no use crying over spoil milk.
Yourself, ME.
Language is a word represents for the system of conventional spoken or written symbols used by people in a shared culture to communicate with each other. In short, a verbal communication. There is a lot of languages for just a country. Just thought about a hundred or even two, how much language will be there? One World, A Lot of Languages.By saying a lot, i mean thousands of it. It's a normal thing for those to speak two languages fluently. If the bilinguals are only norms, then three languages speakers supposed to be above average. I'm saying that bilingual is easy to achieve. one language is native and the other one is English. Didn't the world using English right now, in this era of globalization? I mean, the people of the world. So, mastering it is a must, obligatory, compulsory and thing that associated with it. Trilingual is no where near the bilingual. Another language will be hard to learn after you perfected two. If three is hard yet above average, how will one to master five languages, at the same time?
This is the story of a boy who is lazy. No, saying lazy is understatement. He is SUPER LAZY. Gosh, in this world, lazy is intolerable. By being lazy, you're being a failure. There is no place for the failure. Even smart guy is unneeded in this cruel word. But, geniuses are. What bothering me is that he has the tendency to learn everything new. Not like i hate those who are like this, but what really bothering me is he want to learn everything new that he's interested. If not, then he being the lazy-ass . And here, one thing that is impossible for him, i dunno what he thought, but others surely agreed with me. He wanted to learn 5 languages at the same time, albeit it's only convenient.
Five languages, Malays, Arabic, English, Japanese and Mandarin. Does he know that experting in three is already damn hard, which is Malays, Arabic and English. One is the native while the others are elective. Despite the difficulties, he is adamant on it. But, instead of working to master the languages, he simply entertains himself by reading manga and watching anime. Seemingly, he's an otaku. Not only the manga, he even squanders his time by reading the fiction novels. What is he? Someone who has a looooot of time? Doesn't he has homework or assignment to do?
So carefree about the world. He already thought about the repercussion of his actions, doesn't he?
Anyway, if he's an otaku, a lazy-ass bum, a reckless student, and everything that related to the negative side, then why he's got the second place in his class? When did he study or revise? I heard that he's not reading the text book when the examination was around the corner. sigh. I hope that he would make it through the globalized world yet cruel.
to my chagrin, that boy is me.
note to me:
Dear me, please change yourself before it's too late.
There is no use crying over spoil milk.
Yourself, ME.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
A bit of me
Name : Eishun (not the real name)
Age : 87 (not the real age either)
Location : Tuvalu (not the real place where i live)
Hometown : Mother earth, of course.
Zodiac : Sagitarius (Biogenically, i'm a gemini)
Occupation : This information is just for Eye-Only.
Hobbies :I have a lot of hobbies. But none of it were your concern.
Favorite books : If i'm a lecher , my answer would probably be Icha-Icha Paradise or even Make-out Tactics. But, again, i'm not Jiraiya or Kakashi. I'm me and not others. Regarding to the fav books, sorry , since i have a lot fav books, i would not tell you even single of them. None will be shared., thank you very much. :P !
Schools :I really dont feel like promoting my school, for now.
Company : again, eye-only.
About me : Conceivably, the description about me, isnt really fundamental for ur knowledge. There is no absolute in knowledge, but this one, i need to tell aptly to everyone. Seriously, does writing everything! about yourself is an obligation in friendster? a compulsory? is it really a must? if not, then i opt to not write mine. So, for those who want to know who i am, ask me instead of waiting for me to tell everyone my profile whether specifically or not. In short, i'm very protective over my personal details, in fact, i love being a low profiler. So, if u dont like it, be it. I would neglect every opinion casted on me. And i absolutely dont care ur opinion on my opinion.
Who i want to meet : Well, actually, the truth is that i do not want to see anyone. I like being alone. Me , computer and the resourceful yet dangerous internet. It's indeed sufficient by only that. On the second thought, it may inadequate in this world of globalization. If so then, i actually dont care who you are. Everyone will be accepted. Be it a nerd, a genius, a stoic, a megane, even the president or prime minister. I just dont want to see certain people namely usa , israel president and those who relate to them. Seriously, if they do appear in front of me, whether i will make history or i will become history.
Age : 87 (not the real age either)
Location : Tuvalu (not the real place where i live)
Hometown : Mother earth, of course.
Zodiac : Sagitarius (Biogenically, i'm a gemini)
Occupation : This information is just for Eye-Only.
Hobbies :I have a lot of hobbies. But none of it were your concern.
Favorite books : If i'm a lecher , my answer would probably be Icha-Icha Paradise or even Make-out Tactics. But, again, i'm not Jiraiya or Kakashi. I'm me and not others. Regarding to the fav books, sorry , since i have a lot fav books, i would not tell you even single of them. None will be shared., thank you very much. :P !
Schools :I really dont feel like promoting my school, for now.
Company : again, eye-only.
About me : Conceivably, the description about me, isnt really fundamental for ur knowledge. There is no absolute in knowledge, but this one, i need to tell aptly to everyone. Seriously, does writing everything! about yourself is an obligation in friendster? a compulsory? is it really a must? if not, then i opt to not write mine. So, for those who want to know who i am, ask me instead of waiting for me to tell everyone my profile whether specifically or not. In short, i'm very protective over my personal details, in fact, i love being a low profiler. So, if u dont like it, be it. I would neglect every opinion casted on me. And i absolutely dont care ur opinion on my opinion.
Who i want to meet : Well, actually, the truth is that i do not want to see anyone. I like being alone. Me , computer and the resourceful yet dangerous internet. It's indeed sufficient by only that. On the second thought, it may inadequate in this world of globalization. If so then, i actually dont care who you are. Everyone will be accepted. Be it a nerd, a genius, a stoic, a megane, even the president or prime minister. I just dont want to see certain people namely usa , israel president and those who relate to them. Seriously, if they do appear in front of me, whether i will make history or i will become history.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Truancy
Truancy.
Truancy is usually defined as an intentional unauthorized absence from compulsory schooling.A bit of that, it also define as a status offense – an act that is a crime due to the young age of the actor,-but would be legal for someone older~.
For me, and even the others the truancy stem from three realms: school, family and community and personal psychological characteristic.
First,School.
1.Lack of effective and consistently applied attendance policies.
2.Poor record-keeping, making truancy difficult to spot.
3.Push-out policies, for example, suspension as a punishment for truancy.
4.Parents/guardians not notified of absences.
5.Teacher characteristics, such as lack of respect for students and neglect of diverse student needs.
6.Unwelcoming atmosphere, for example, an unattractive facility or one with chronic maintenance problems.
7.Unsafe environment, for example, a school with ineffective discipline policies where bullying is tolerated.
8.Inadequate identification of special education needs, leading some students to feel overwhelmed and frustrated with their inability to succeed.
Second and third,Family and Community
1.Family health or financial concerns that pressure the student to care for family members or work during school hours.
2.Child is a victim of abuse or neglect.
3.Pressures arising from teen pregnancy or parenting.
4.Safety issues such as violence near home or between home and school.
5.Parental alcoholism or drug abuse.
6.Negative role models, such as peers who are truant or delinquent.
7.Parents/guardians who do not value education and are complicit in student’s absences
8.Personal Psychological Characteristic
9.Poor academic performance, sometimes due to special education needs, and a resulting lack of self-esteem.
10.Unmet mental health needs.
11.Alcohol and drug use and abuse.
12.Lack of vision of education as a means to achieve goals.
What are the negative impacts of truancy?
To Truants.
1.Antisocial behavior
2.Boredom and disaffection
3.Escaping daily bullying.
Even to the government.
1.High school dropouts claim more in government-funded social services expenditures than high school graduates.
2.Resulting in a critical amount of unemployed people.
3.Parent and local low involvement
So, how do we countermeasure it?
1.Students face sanctions for truancy
2.Establish prevention programs
3.Incentives creation.
4.Parent/guardian involvement or whole family involvement.
5.A continuum of supports, including meaningful incentives for good attendance and consequences for poor attendance.
6.Collaboration among community actors such as law enforcement, mental health workers, mentors, and social service providers, in addition to educators.
7.Concrete and measurable goals for program performance and student performance. Good record keeping and on-going evaluation of progress toward those goals
Is this will happen if bully didnt be tolerated properly?
Yes, because schools fail to deal with bullying thus making the victims frightened to attend to school.
How do the parents play the role?
1.Support the student
2.Help the school to put things right.
3.Encourage the student to attend school.
4.Educate them about the negative impact of truancy.
Huhu! done. It's not that i did this without a purpose. Yes, there is a purpose. I'm just filling my time as a truant~
till the next time.
Truancy is usually defined as an intentional unauthorized absence from compulsory schooling.A bit of that, it also define as a status offense – an act that is a crime due to the young age of the actor,-but would be legal for someone older~.
For me, and even the others the truancy stem from three realms: school, family and community and personal psychological characteristic.
First,School.
1.Lack of effective and consistently applied attendance policies.
2.Poor record-keeping, making truancy difficult to spot.
3.Push-out policies, for example, suspension as a punishment for truancy.
4.Parents/guardians not notified of absences.
5.Teacher characteristics, such as lack of respect for students and neglect of diverse student needs.
6.Unwelcoming atmosphere, for example, an unattractive facility or one with chronic maintenance problems.
7.Unsafe environment, for example, a school with ineffective discipline policies where bullying is tolerated.
8.Inadequate identification of special education needs, leading some students to feel overwhelmed and frustrated with their inability to succeed.
Second and third,Family and Community
1.Family health or financial concerns that pressure the student to care for family members or work during school hours.
2.Child is a victim of abuse or neglect.
3.Pressures arising from teen pregnancy or parenting.
4.Safety issues such as violence near home or between home and school.
5.Parental alcoholism or drug abuse.
6.Negative role models, such as peers who are truant or delinquent.
7.Parents/guardians who do not value education and are complicit in student’s absences
8.Personal Psychological Characteristic
9.Poor academic performance, sometimes due to special education needs, and a resulting lack of self-esteem.
10.Unmet mental health needs.
11.Alcohol and drug use and abuse.
12.Lack of vision of education as a means to achieve goals.
What are the negative impacts of truancy?
To Truants.
1.Antisocial behavior
2.Boredom and disaffection
3.Escaping daily bullying.
Even to the government.
1.High school dropouts claim more in government-funded social services expenditures than high school graduates.
2.Resulting in a critical amount of unemployed people.
3.Parent and local low involvement
So, how do we countermeasure it?
1.Students face sanctions for truancy
2.Establish prevention programs
3.Incentives creation.
4.Parent/guardian involvement or whole family involvement.
5.A continuum of supports, including meaningful incentives for good attendance and consequences for poor attendance.
6.Collaboration among community actors such as law enforcement, mental health workers, mentors, and social service providers, in addition to educators.
7.Concrete and measurable goals for program performance and student performance. Good record keeping and on-going evaluation of progress toward those goals
Is this will happen if bully didnt be tolerated properly?
Yes, because schools fail to deal with bullying thus making the victims frightened to attend to school.
How do the parents play the role?
1.Support the student
2.Help the school to put things right.
3.Encourage the student to attend school.
4.Educate them about the negative impact of truancy.
Huhu! done. It's not that i did this without a purpose. Yes, there is a purpose. I'm just filling my time as a truant~
till the next time.
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Disfunctioning
huh, what a miserable day it is. My whole body is disfunctioning. Arrg, my stomach grumbles, my legs, BOTH of it cramp, as well as my back. My head (W/N:read it as da brain) is jammed. And that day, i have to attend tuitions, from 3 - 10. Geeezz, it cant worsen, Right?
AH! forgot about this post. This is a-month-and-a-half-ago post. i just posted it without change it.~~~
AH! forgot about this post. This is a-month-and-a-half-ago post. i just posted it without change it.~~~
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
NOVEL?
i tried and tried but then, i forgot one thing, i forgot to write and type all of it. Now, it's gone.
Na'ah! here try my first incomplete one-shot novel ever.
’s POV
It was a sunny day yet an awkward one. But, it’s not for the weather. I’ll skip the weather part. Now, where was I? Owhkay, the ‘everything went right’. Yeah, lil bro was playing around with my lil sis, big bro was using the computer, father is away sending the car to the service center, mother was packing a bag, wait a minute, dad was sending the car to service center? Okay, maybe the car had a problem or so. Mom was packing a bag? Hmm, this doesn’t look right. Maybe, I’ll get an explanation if I ask dad when he returns home.
Sound of a car got into my ears. Just in time. I was a few feet away when I accidentally eavesdropping on what dad told big bro. Shock, happy, unspeakable, and everything related to it. NO! It still will be an understatement. I carefully checked the word that I managed to caught: ‘Holiday, resort, tomorrow, 3 days’. It would not take a genius to complete the puzzle. I slowly decipher it, ‘On this holiday, we will spend our precious time on a resort. We will go tomorrow and back in 3 days afterward. I just mentally screamed YAY!
General POV
8 am. A Toyota Unser was slowly leaving a compound of a house. Its silver in coloring made a light of the sun ray reflected to the surround it. Absence of a ‘P’ sign in the front and the back shows that the driver is already mastered the art of driving. Six people were in the car. Two is at the front and two is at the middle while the last two is at the back.
The car strode proudly from the street through the highway. The car then blends with the other cars consequently making it hard to notice and follow the car. The car moved at 80 – 100 km per hour. It look likes it want to arrive at the destination desperately.
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how's that? even though i already abandoned this one, i will gladly continue it if there's requests.
Na'ah! here try my first incomplete one-shot novel ever.
’s POV
It was a sunny day yet an awkward one. But, it’s not for the weather. I’ll skip the weather part. Now, where was I? Owhkay, the ‘everything went right’. Yeah, lil bro was playing around with my lil sis, big bro was using the computer, father is away sending the car to the service center, mother was packing a bag, wait a minute, dad was sending the car to service center? Okay, maybe the car had a problem or so. Mom was packing a bag? Hmm, this doesn’t look right. Maybe, I’ll get an explanation if I ask dad when he returns home.
Sound of a car got into my ears. Just in time. I was a few feet away when I accidentally eavesdropping on what dad told big bro. Shock, happy, unspeakable, and everything related to it. NO! It still will be an understatement. I carefully checked the word that I managed to caught: ‘Holiday, resort, tomorrow, 3 days’. It would not take a genius to complete the puzzle. I slowly decipher it, ‘On this holiday, we will spend our precious time on a resort. We will go tomorrow and back in 3 days afterward. I just mentally screamed YAY!
General POV
8 am. A Toyota Unser was slowly leaving a compound of a house. Its silver in coloring made a light of the sun ray reflected to the surround it. Absence of a ‘P’ sign in the front and the back shows that the driver is already mastered the art of driving. Six people were in the car. Two is at the front and two is at the middle while the last two is at the back.
The car strode proudly from the street through the highway. The car then blends with the other cars consequently making it hard to notice and follow the car. The car moved at 80 – 100 km per hour. It look likes it want to arrive at the destination desperately.
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how's that? even though i already abandoned this one, i will gladly continue it if there's requests.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
Course. Course. Course. Third time the charm?
Courses. Courses. Courses. Third time the charm?
Course. Course. AH! Damn course. what's so special about them? I mean, it's money consuming, time wasting, and body-quality deteriorating, albeit knowledge gaining. I have had a course, a grading and two tournaments. And none of it, profitable. gah!
At the other end of spectrum, i was asked whether i will go for the next course or not. and my answer is an inevitable NO! No, Never, Cant, Shan't, Wouldn't and mustn't ... did i mentioned NO!?
Why? came the reply. Why you ask? because i've sustained loss more than gained profit. That's why.
in the other hand, my teacher was pleading, begging, appealing, -every word that meant ask desperately, for me to go to another tournament. Not an iota, my friends too!.. of course i had to asnwer, aptly, no. My excuses? easy- i had been berated by my parents (read:my mom) just by saying the word of the tournament,courtesy of PMR is near the corner.By saying near the corner, i mean half a year later.The reply for the aforementioned question, is never. So, this excuse is nothing but acceptable. My teacher seemed speechless and soundless, save for the grunting and snorting. Snort? hmm, never mind.
I do want to go, but I was held by a situation that I can barely comprehend. Well, the excuse was still an excuse after all of the nicknames, masks, and everything else that human can name or even put it. I was really aghast, no matter how much I explained the importances of it, all of it were denied ungracefully, telling that I need all the time that I can for the PMR exam. 2 weeks of holiday at home with books. Oh joy!
Course. Course. AH! Damn course. what's so special about them? I mean, it's money consuming, time wasting, and body-quality deteriorating, albeit knowledge gaining. I have had a course, a grading and two tournaments. And none of it, profitable. gah!
At the other end of spectrum, i was asked whether i will go for the next course or not. and my answer is an inevitable NO! No, Never, Cant, Shan't, Wouldn't and mustn't ... did i mentioned NO!?
Why? came the reply. Why you ask? because i've sustained loss more than gained profit. That's why.
in the other hand, my teacher was pleading, begging, appealing, -every word that meant ask desperately, for me to go to another tournament. Not an iota, my friends too!.. of course i had to asnwer, aptly, no. My excuses? easy- i had been berated by my parents (read:my mom) just by saying the word of the tournament,courtesy of PMR is near the corner.By saying near the corner, i mean half a year later.The reply for the aforementioned question, is never. So, this excuse is nothing but acceptable. My teacher seemed speechless and soundless, save for the grunting and snorting. Snort? hmm, never mind.
I do want to go, but I was held by a situation that I can barely comprehend. Well, the excuse was still an excuse after all of the nicknames, masks, and everything else that human can name or even put it. I was really aghast, no matter how much I explained the importances of it, all of it were denied ungracefully, telling that I need all the time that I can for the PMR exam. 2 weeks of holiday at home with books. Oh joy!
Saturday, March 3, 2007
Failure is a Failure
Failure is a failure. nothing more and nothing else. It will become failure doesnt matter how much u changed it or much you gave excuses.
Failure is a fact. Failure is a condition.
Failure is a fact where you did some jobs unsuccessfully. Failure is a condition where you fail to do your job/s. Why does it happen? why did it happen? No one knows but surely, it is a fate. A fate where you can't change it but surely you can delay it. Correction, you can change fate with your doa.
Whether is a fate or not, Failure is a Failure. I repeat, A FAILURE. Capitol F, Capitol A, Capitol I, Capitol L, Capitol U, Capitol R, Capitol E. FAILURE. It's a supernatural for one who didnt fail at least for once since they born. No, to say it's a supernatural is an understatement. it's SUPER DUPER NATURAL! One has to experience it in his life. Whether you like it or not, it's none of your choice.
Apparently, those who success, are those who failed before. The former and the latter,Which one coming first, I dont know, but those who experience one of it will soon face it's partner. Just like a certain quotation such as "every black clouds have silver linings.". Understand? for those who had failed before surely understand. Translator? A translate one? okaaaay, =every failure has success after it. The only matter is, When. Like fate, success can be delayed, but it can never be canceled.
Unfortunately, death always occur after failure. At this point, you have the choice to opt whether you want to sleep for the eternity until the Day comes, or chose to delay it and gather sufficient supplies for the Day. Your choice! Don't just committed suicide just because your a failure. Don't! It's not worth it. You can give up your jobs but you cant give up your life. It's the matter of life that is significance! Yes, I too am a failure. Not once, not twice, and undoubtedly, more than thrice. Let just say that it's already for the umpteenth times I or even others stumble upon it.
Eventually, stress will be produced from failure. Maybe not for the first or second or even the third times, but it will be, sooner or later. Stress is one of the contribute factors of stroke. Yeah, I spelled it right and even pronounced it. The disease, but not a disease. A kind of strike that will lead you to even cripple, half or both. Cripple! doesnt matter how much. Too much stress, without handling , will be causing the nerves to suffer and resulting the 'rebellion of the nerves'. An assault of the nerves would be fatal even once. Fortunately, for once or twice stroke victims, have the chances to recover, though it will be a long time. Do not let me deter the victims' spirit, they can recover. Thats all what is important for them.
Researched, a few ways to cope with the failure, or in my language, countermeasure of stroke. One, if you think that your failure is one of the 'gah!-i'm-gonna-going-crazy-if-this-thing-wont-stop-ah!-i'm-sooo-stressed!-' syndrome, then try to unleashed it, not your anger or what, but your emotions and feeling to someone else, someone who want to help you, someone sympathetic if none empathetic . If none found, no sympathetic, no empathetic, and no apathetic, then you can released your emotions, your stress and even your anger to the poor, static, harmless tree. Yes! It's the best solution because you dont have to hear it blabbering to your action, berating you, scolding, and whatever else that might break your heart.~
Two, always remember that, you are not the only one who fails. There still others who have the same fate as yours or even worse. Breath slowly, and deeply. Think others who have worse case than yours. Why they didnt succumb to it? How they cope with it?
Three, always remember that everything is fate for you. Everything has its partner. Even failure. After you failed, if you work harder, better, and relaxer, you might success.YOU MIGHT SUCCESS. !!
Failure is a fact. Failure is a condition.
Failure is a fact where you did some jobs unsuccessfully. Failure is a condition where you fail to do your job/s. Why does it happen? why did it happen? No one knows but surely, it is a fate. A fate where you can't change it but surely you can delay it. Correction, you can change fate with your doa.
Whether is a fate or not, Failure is a Failure. I repeat, A FAILURE. Capitol F, Capitol A, Capitol I, Capitol L, Capitol U, Capitol R, Capitol E. FAILURE. It's a supernatural for one who didnt fail at least for once since they born. No, to say it's a supernatural is an understatement. it's SUPER DUPER NATURAL! One has to experience it in his life. Whether you like it or not, it's none of your choice.
Apparently, those who success, are those who failed before. The former and the latter,Which one coming first, I dont know, but those who experience one of it will soon face it's partner. Just like a certain quotation such as "every black clouds have silver linings.". Understand? for those who had failed before surely understand. Translator? A translate one? okaaaay, =every failure has success after it. The only matter is, When. Like fate, success can be delayed, but it can never be canceled.
Unfortunately, death always occur after failure. At this point, you have the choice to opt whether you want to sleep for the eternity until the Day comes, or chose to delay it and gather sufficient supplies for the Day. Your choice! Don't just committed suicide just because your a failure. Don't! It's not worth it. You can give up your jobs but you cant give up your life. It's the matter of life that is significance! Yes, I too am a failure. Not once, not twice, and undoubtedly, more than thrice. Let just say that it's already for the umpteenth times I or even others stumble upon it.
Eventually, stress will be produced from failure. Maybe not for the first or second or even the third times, but it will be, sooner or later. Stress is one of the contribute factors of stroke. Yeah, I spelled it right and even pronounced it. The disease, but not a disease. A kind of strike that will lead you to even cripple, half or both. Cripple! doesnt matter how much. Too much stress, without handling , will be causing the nerves to suffer and resulting the 'rebellion of the nerves'. An assault of the nerves would be fatal even once. Fortunately, for once or twice stroke victims, have the chances to recover, though it will be a long time. Do not let me deter the victims' spirit, they can recover. Thats all what is important for them.
Researched, a few ways to cope with the failure, or in my language, countermeasure of stroke. One, if you think that your failure is one of the 'gah!-i'm-gonna-going-crazy-if-this-thing-wont-stop-ah!-i'm-sooo-stressed!-' syndrome, then try to unleashed it, not your anger or what, but your emotions and feeling to someone else, someone who want to help you, someone sympathetic if none empathetic . If none found, no sympathetic, no empathetic, and no apathetic, then you can released your emotions, your stress and even your anger to the poor, static, harmless tree. Yes! It's the best solution because you dont have to hear it blabbering to your action, berating you, scolding, and whatever else that might break your heart.~
Two, always remember that, you are not the only one who fails. There still others who have the same fate as yours or even worse. Breath slowly, and deeply. Think others who have worse case than yours. Why they didnt succumb to it? How they cope with it?
Three, always remember that everything is fate for you. Everything has its partner. Even failure. After you failed, if you work harder, better, and relaxer, you might success.YOU MIGHT SUCCESS. !!
Friday, March 2, 2007
A new Spirit.
A new spirit. encouraged by some motivator. This day to forth, i shan't squander the opportunity as i was given it. the real problem is not located at the spirit but at the time. it's only a matter of time before i succumb to the valley of slothness. i really hope it's not a short-sighted exclamation, waiting to be smacked and smashed , not to forget smashed mercilessly. I want a way. Someway.....anyway just to prevent that from occurring. However, we will got worth for how much we paid. further than that, another payment need to be cleared.
anyway, while this spirit lasted, i shall do whatever i can .... before it's run out...if so, then i need to find a new spirit, it seems. Then, it lasted for a while. I'll find a new. this spirit cycle is.... -for the lack of better word, might be proved working, perhaps some experiment need to be conducted first.
If nothing to do now, i recommend that you start working now! before it dies out.
p/s: THANKS, MOTIVATOR!
anyway, while this spirit lasted, i shall do whatever i can .... before it's run out...if so, then i need to find a new spirit, it seems. Then, it lasted for a while. I'll find a new. this spirit cycle is.... -for the lack of better word, might be proved working, perhaps some experiment need to be conducted first.
If nothing to do now, i recommend that you start working now! before it dies out.
p/s: THANKS, MOTIVATOR!
Friday, February 23, 2007
A list?
I'm updating again!~
ok, I want to make a list. Yeah, i already decided that rather a ranting blog, i think i make it a various one.
from ranting to even a commercial break (yosh! i already did commercial break once!).
I cant make a list right now since, i might add one out of nowhere. So if that thing occur, then i have to make an edit. And if i have another one, i'll have to reedit. So, i've decided that i will just type at the bottom .
ja ne~
ok, I want to make a list. Yeah, i already decided that rather a ranting blog, i think i make it a various one.
from ranting to even a commercial break (yosh! i already did commercial break once!).
I cant make a list right now since, i might add one out of nowhere. So if that thing occur, then i have to make an edit. And if i have another one, i'll have to reedit. So, i've decided that i will just type at the bottom .
ja ne~
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Gifted or cursed?
Ranting time!~
Have you wonder, where are your things suddenly gone?
Have you wonder, how your things vanished just when you gone somewhere else just for a couple minute?
Have you wonder, Who or what took it?
Have you wonder, if the always-missing things are your pencil?
Or even your stationary?
And does it irking you?
What will you do if you got the culprit?
especially, red-handed?
What will you do to get it back?
Are you pissed by it or just cool?
Will you become a desperate finder and do anything just to get it back?
And you wonder, there's a lot of question but heck! no answers?
kukukuku,
I let you wonder and try to think about it first. THe answers? you'll find it eventually.
But one thing for sure, teaching by asking and without answers -especially proper answers, is the best. Dont you think so?
Well, my advice for you to reduce your things from decreasing.
Just dont bring your case/pencil box to school. You just bring a pencil or a pen. You could just borrow it from your friend. Then, if it disappear, it's not yours, right? And just one more thing, dont let it disappear or vanish while in your charge or in your grip, or else, if the owner its not a kind person, then you might have problemsss.
-end ranting #3
Have you wonder, where are your things suddenly gone?
Have you wonder, how your things vanished just when you gone somewhere else just for a couple minute?
Have you wonder, Who or what took it?
Have you wonder, if the always-missing things are your pencil?
Or even your stationary?
And does it irking you?
What will you do if you got the culprit?
especially, red-handed?
What will you do to get it back?
Are you pissed by it or just cool?
Will you become a desperate finder and do anything just to get it back?
And you wonder, there's a lot of question but heck! no answers?
kukukuku,
I let you wonder and try to think about it first. THe answers? you'll find it eventually.
But one thing for sure, teaching by asking and without answers -especially proper answers, is the best. Dont you think so?
Well, my advice for you to reduce your things from decreasing.
Just dont bring your case/pencil box to school. You just bring a pencil or a pen. You could just borrow it from your friend. Then, if it disappear, it's not yours, right? And just one more thing, dont let it disappear or vanish while in your charge or in your grip, or else, if the owner its not a kind person, then you might have problemsss.
-end ranting #3
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Overdate
Over date , yes it surely does. Its already 2 weeks from the last post.Nothing much to say here but,i stated here that i'm waaaaaay busy with my life.Hey, it's not all the blogger only have the writing-everyday-blog attitude. Some of them might have but some of them not. the latter is more than the former. We have our own works. Thats not include our personal life. Our jobs, our assignments, our family (if have one), et cetera. For example, right now, i'm gotta go, no time left to write, as right now, 12 am and tomorrow got to attend to office early.
Ink off.
-end explanation #1
Ink off.
-end explanation #1
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Commercial Break
yo! we meet again.
hmm, nothing much to be ranted, but here, take a commercial break!
TO YOU! NARUTO SHIPPUDEN! This 15th February.
Extended Version.
-End Commercial Break #1
hmm, nothing much to be ranted, but here, take a commercial break!
TO YOU! NARUTO SHIPPUDEN! This 15th February.
Extended Version.
-End Commercial Break #1
Friday, January 26, 2007
Vendetta?
Today, XX January XXXX, I went to a certain occasion.
Well, i dont want to talk about the 'occasion'. What i want to talk is what happened during the occasion.
Oook, I'd skip the first part. I will go straight to the interesting part.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________
General POV
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________
It was a sunny yet awkward day. Enough of that, it went normally rather than smoothly. But something interesting (W/N :at least to me) occurred. It was a dialog between a senior student with a junior student, form 5 and 3 respectively.
But, oblivious to those two, there is another student eavesdropping on them.
"XXX is an easy exam, dont worry to much" calmed the senior.
"pfft, its not that easy, there's a lot of facts to be remember for you to pass in some of the paper" claimed the junior.
"But, a good teacher can cover that one"
"yeah, i know that, what i did know too is that my teacher is anything but good" stated the junior.
"He/she is better than me in this paper, but his/her teachings make me sleepy" added the junior.
"That's on you how you will find a good one, be it at tuition or not."said the senior.
"But, what ever you do, dont enrage the teacher and dont angry on the teacher, its kinda forbidden if you wanna pass the exam"
"Vendetta too?"
"Of course, what do u think of vendetta? a happy thought and want to help people happily?" said the senior sarcastically.
"Geez, i know, i know, but it cant be help ."
"You have to let it go eventually, I once got angry with a certain teacher, and the consequences were drastic s! I failed to get A in the subject he/she teaches! "
"0-0, oooookay, i'll remember that"
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
END OF General POV
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
OK! So what are the conclusion?
IF YOU WANNA PASS EXAM, YOU HAVE TO LET GO ALL THE NEGATIVE THINKING FROM YOUR HEAD! ESPECIALLY VENDETTA! SINCE WHEN VENDETTA IS GOOD FOR YOU?
I still have a slightly vendetta, but it shall be gone when the exam is, its the same to you, let it go! get a real live. Do not let it distract your life. I've seen someone that just like that ( i mean, so damn dedicated to kill someone just for vengeance, in other word, an avenger) and he end up lives miserably, i dunno whether he achieve his goal or what. What the heck was he doing? it doesnt matter what happen (W/N:in his case, i'm truly felt sorry)but he cant always be sulking through his life. My advice ; Get a life, dude!
Yeah, although he hated that 'someone' for what he did,(w/n:yeah! i hate that guy too) , he should has something else to do.
That 'someone' once said this to him "Hate me, Detest me, Fear me, for I leave you guys hanging" XD
Hey, that’s…not right…
Nah, never mind that one.
But, still, remember my advice!
-Ranting #2
Well, i dont want to talk about the 'occasion'. What i want to talk is what happened during the occasion.
Oook, I'd skip the first part. I will go straight to the interesting part.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________
General POV
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________
It was a sunny yet awkward day. Enough of that, it went normally rather than smoothly. But something interesting (W/N :at least to me) occurred. It was a dialog between a senior student with a junior student, form 5 and 3 respectively.
But, oblivious to those two, there is another student eavesdropping on them.
"XXX is an easy exam, dont worry to much" calmed the senior.
"pfft, its not that easy, there's a lot of facts to be remember for you to pass in some of the paper" claimed the junior.
"But, a good teacher can cover that one"
"yeah, i know that, what i did know too is that my teacher is anything but good" stated the junior.
"He/she is better than me in this paper, but his/her teachings make me sleepy" added the junior.
"That's on you how you will find a good one, be it at tuition or not."said the senior.
"But, what ever you do, dont enrage the teacher and dont angry on the teacher, its kinda forbidden if you wanna pass the exam"
"Vendetta too?"
"Of course, what do u think of vendetta? a happy thought and want to help people happily?" said the senior sarcastically.
"Geez, i know, i know, but it cant be help ."
"You have to let it go eventually, I once got angry with a certain teacher, and the consequences were drastic s! I failed to get A in the subject he/she teaches! "
"0-0, oooookay, i'll remember that"
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
END OF General POV
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
OK! So what are the conclusion?
IF YOU WANNA PASS EXAM, YOU HAVE TO LET GO ALL THE NEGATIVE THINKING FROM YOUR HEAD! ESPECIALLY VENDETTA! SINCE WHEN VENDETTA IS GOOD FOR YOU?
I still have a slightly vendetta, but it shall be gone when the exam is, its the same to you, let it go! get a real live. Do not let it distract your life. I've seen someone that just like that ( i mean, so damn dedicated to kill someone just for vengeance, in other word, an avenger) and he end up lives miserably, i dunno whether he achieve his goal or what. What the heck was he doing? it doesnt matter what happen (W/N:in his case, i'm truly felt sorry)but he cant always be sulking through his life. My advice ; Get a life, dude!
Yeah, although he hated that 'someone' for what he did,(w/n:yeah! i hate that guy too) , he should has something else to do.
That 'someone' once said this to him "Hate me, Detest me, Fear me, for I leave you guys hanging" XD
Hey, that’s…not right…
Nah, never mind that one.
But, still, remember my advice!
-Ranting #2
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Wednesday?
hmm,I guess, its a ranting day today.
Have you consider that, you've done every action u though will be useful to others, but it came on the opposite. Like, you stay passive in the class or when the teachers ask the class a question, but, the teacher interpreted that you are not helping him/her and done nothing and showed your body language that said 'i know about it and I wont answer the question' .But, in your perspective, you want to help others by letting them answer the question, and you maybe accidentally moved and showed some body language. And unfortunately, he/her report about it at a certain meeting.
Do you ever thought that, Why the teacher(s) always see things by their own perspective and not sometimes see it by the students perspective. Why they did that? Is that professional-ish? or just plain amateur?
Have you consider that when you asked a certain question, the teacher(s) doesn't know the answer ( a sensitive question?), and try to ask other teachers about it at a certain meeting. (read it as report). Why that teacher did that? I guess its okay to ask others teacher, but to report it? geez, I mean, do that student know about what the question about? or that was a mere question? or he's just a mere innocent student that doesnt know that someone is soooo sensitive about it. For a second time, Do you ever thought that, Why the teacher(s) always see things by their own perspective and not sometimes see it by the students perspective. Why they did that? Is that professional-ish? or just plain amateur?
Have you consider that someone else (that means not you) did something else that were a lot of worse than what you did? That someone else acted far much worse than what you did, far from innocent, second to delinquent, but you were the guilty. They didnt list in the blacklist, but you do instead of them. Have you consider why? Have you ever felt "lucky" that they were concentrating on you really hard? For the third time, Do you ever thought that, Why the teacher(s) always see things by their own perspective and not sometimes see it by the students perspective. Why they did that? Is that professional-ish? or just plain amateur?
So, my friends especially to those who experienced these, I would like to greet them with "Welcome to the world, the world which if you want something, you have to sacrifice something, If you want to go through a happy life, you have to go through the sad one first or later, Its like, nothing free, if you want to buy happiness, you have to pay it by sadness. or other example, if you want to succeed, you have to sacrifice your time and work hard. or something like them. So, you have to be a good-patient, an adamant boy, and something like that."
-End ranting #1
Have you consider that, you've done every action u though will be useful to others, but it came on the opposite. Like, you stay passive in the class or when the teachers ask the class a question, but, the teacher interpreted that you are not helping him/her and done nothing and showed your body language that said 'i know about it and I wont answer the question' .But, in your perspective, you want to help others by letting them answer the question, and you maybe accidentally moved and showed some body language. And unfortunately, he/her report about it at a certain meeting.
Do you ever thought that, Why the teacher(s) always see things by their own perspective and not sometimes see it by the students perspective. Why they did that? Is that professional-ish? or just plain amateur?
Have you consider that when you asked a certain question, the teacher(s) doesn't know the answer ( a sensitive question?), and try to ask other teachers about it at a certain meeting. (read it as report). Why that teacher did that? I guess its okay to ask others teacher, but to report it? geez, I mean, do that student know about what the question about? or that was a mere question? or he's just a mere innocent student that doesnt know that someone is soooo sensitive about it. For a second time, Do you ever thought that, Why the teacher(s) always see things by their own perspective and not sometimes see it by the students perspective. Why they did that? Is that professional-ish? or just plain amateur?
Have you consider that someone else (that means not you) did something else that were a lot of worse than what you did? That someone else acted far much worse than what you did, far from innocent, second to delinquent, but you were the guilty. They didnt list in the blacklist, but you do instead of them. Have you consider why? Have you ever felt "lucky" that they were concentrating on you really hard? For the third time, Do you ever thought that, Why the teacher(s) always see things by their own perspective and not sometimes see it by the students perspective. Why they did that? Is that professional-ish? or just plain amateur?
So, my friends especially to those who experienced these, I would like to greet them with "Welcome to the world, the world which if you want something, you have to sacrifice something, If you want to go through a happy life, you have to go through the sad one first or later, Its like, nothing free, if you want to buy happiness, you have to pay it by sadness. or other example, if you want to succeed, you have to sacrifice your time and work hard. or something like them. So, you have to be a good-patient, an adamant boy, and something like that."
-End ranting #1
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Maal Hijrah 1428
Maal Hijrah, also known as Awal Muharram.
Yesterday (yeah, i know,i'm 1 day late) was the first day of year 1428.
First of all, i want to introduce a bit about awal muharram.
"Maal Hijrah, which is also called Awal Muharram, is an important day for muslim. It falls on the first day of Muharram on every Muslim calender year, which is the first day on muslim calender.
The meaning of Maal Hijrah in English is migration. On this day, Muslim remember Nabi Muhammad S.A.W migrate from Mekkah to Madinah on the year 622 A.D. Besides, Maal Hijrah also mean changes from bad to good side and can be said as starting point and evaluate inner-self on self achievement.
Awal means begining in English and Muharram is the first month of muslim calender. In another words, this is the first day in Muslim calendar. Therefore, this is also the new year for all Muslim.
This day has became an important religious day for all muslim. All the mosque will have solat sunat. "
I wonder, what have i done that day? Do u?
Yesterday (yeah, i know,i'm 1 day late) was the first day of year 1428.
First of all, i want to introduce a bit about awal muharram.
"Maal Hijrah, which is also called Awal Muharram, is an important day for muslim. It falls on the first day of Muharram on every Muslim calender year, which is the first day on muslim calender.
The meaning of Maal Hijrah in English is migration. On this day, Muslim remember Nabi Muhammad S.A.W migrate from Mekkah to Madinah on the year 622 A.D. Besides, Maal Hijrah also mean changes from bad to good side and can be said as starting point and evaluate inner-self on self achievement.
Awal means begining in English and Muharram is the first month of muslim calender. In another words, this is the first day in Muslim calendar. Therefore, this is also the new year for all Muslim.
This day has became an important religious day for all muslim. All the mosque will have solat sunat. "
I wonder, what have i done that day? Do u?
Saturday, January 20, 2007
First Thing First
Yo! this is my fifth attempt on making diary blog.. err, correction, normal blog.
Yeah, it's kinda a pain in the neck. Hell yeah! I've got a lot things to do than this.
But, then, I've no times yet so carefree. Well, hope this one doest turn out like the previous.
wanna try something new!!~ Q & A time!
Ooook,
(1)what are the purpose of this blog?
well,to think about that... nothing particular on my head.
save for a few things. 1- RANT!! yeah! RANT, I want to RANT!
2-kinda a review of what i've done. No, it's not a diary, it's REVIEW! as Capitol R, capitol E, capitol V, capitol I, capitol E , capitol W, REVIEW. got the message?
3-huhu, communication practice?
4-Rant
5-rant
6-did i mentioned rant?
(2)Introduce urself?
My name is none of ur concern since u wouldnt know me as also my age. I have likes and dislikes.I've goals and hobby.
(3)Its look like u didnt answer the question, care to answer it?
hmm, i prefer mysterious, (it's not like someone gonna read this blog, right?)
(4) What made u resort to make this blog?
Ranting?
(5) Will this one be abandoned ?
as long as I have something to rant, then the answer is no.
(6) When did u launched this blog?
Today as 21 January 2007, I launched my blog.
no time, ink off, Ja ne~
Yeah, it's kinda a pain in the neck. Hell yeah! I've got a lot things to do than this.
But, then, I've no times yet so carefree. Well, hope this one doest turn out like the previous.
wanna try something new!!~ Q & A time!
Ooook,
(1)what are the purpose of this blog?
well,to think about that... nothing particular on my head.
save for a few things. 1- RANT!! yeah! RANT, I want to RANT!
2-kinda a review of what i've done. No, it's not a diary, it's REVIEW! as Capitol R, capitol E, capitol V, capitol I, capitol E , capitol W, REVIEW. got the message?
3-huhu, communication practice?
4-Rant
5-rant
6-did i mentioned rant?
(2)Introduce urself?
My name is none of ur concern since u wouldnt know me as also my age. I have likes and dislikes.I've goals and hobby.
(3)Its look like u didnt answer the question, care to answer it?
hmm, i prefer mysterious, (it's not like someone gonna read this blog, right?)
(4) What made u resort to make this blog?
Ranting?
(5) Will this one be abandoned ?
as long as I have something to rant, then the answer is no.
(6) When did u launched this blog?
Today as 21 January 2007, I launched my blog.
no time, ink off, Ja ne~
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